The start.

I guess I shall deem this my first official blog. I have a blog on Myspace, and another hidden blog on eblogger that no one reads for my personal journaling needs, but this is my first published public blog. It has been my intention to create a public blog for a while but there are several factors that stopped me. The most influential of those factors would be fear. Tonight however a good friend gave me courage and inspiration beyond belief. She completely put herself out there and publicized something that was difficult and pretty private. In reading her words and thinking about her actions, I came to the realization that I have not been as alive as I claim to be. A person who truly lives, fears not what others think of them. A person that truly lives shows everything about themselves to the world and in doing so invites the world into them. Being true to others is an impossible feat untill we can be true to oneself. Thus completely inspired by the actions of this friend, I have come to write, publish this...my first blog entry.

I don't have any real plans for this blog. I do however plan to explore myself more and more by putting out there who I'm, what I do, think, and feel. Its difficult sharing with others about who we are but as time has proven it is truly the only way that we can come to truly know the answers to life's questions and discover what and who we are.

Today (actually yesterday now) several things happened. I was sick. I found out that this month I'm not pregnant. Boofer's was euthanised today for congestive heart failure. I did not get a thing done and I feel lazy because of it.